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        Six minutes to six, said the clock over the information booth in
 New York's Grand Central Station.  The tall young Army officer lifted his
 sunburned face and narrowed his eyes to note the exact time.  His heart
 was pounding with a beat that choked him.  In six minutes he would see the
 woman who had filled such a special place in his life for the past 18
 months, the woman he had never seen yet whose words had sustained him
 unfailingly.
        Lt. Blandford remembered one day in particular, the worst of the
 fighting, when his plane had been caught in the midst of a pack of enemy
 planes.
        In one of those letters, he had confessed to her that often he felt
 fear, and only a few days before this battle, he had received her answer:
 "Of course you fear...all brave men do.  Next time you doubt yourself, I
 want you to hear my voice reciting to you: 'Yea, though I walk through the
 valley of Death, I shall fear no evil, for thou art with me.'"  He had
 remembered that and it renewed his strength.
        He was going to hear her voice now.  Four minutes to six.
        A girl passed closer to him, and Lt. Blandford started.  She was
 wearing a flower, but it was not the little red rose they had agreed upon.
 Besides, this girl was only about eighteen, and Hollis Maynell had told
 him she was 30.  "What of it?" he had answered, "I'm 32." He was 29.
        His mind went back to that book he had read in the training camp.
 "Of Human Bondage" it was; and throughout the book were notes in a woman's
 handwriting.  He had never believed that a woman could see into a man's
 heart so tenderly, so understandingly.  Her name was on the bookplate:
 Hollis Maynell.  He got a hold of a New York City telephone book and found
 her address.  He had written, she had answered.  Next day he had been
 shipped out, but they had gone on writing.  For thirteen months she had
 faithfully replied.  When his letters did not arrive, she wrote anyway,
 and now he believed he loved her, and she loved him.
        But she had refused all his pleas to send him her photograph. She
 had explained: "If your feeling for me had no reality, what I look like
 won't matter.  Suppose I am beautiful.  I'd always be haunted that you had
 been taking a chance on just that, and that kind of love would disgust me.
 Suppose that I'm plain, (and you must admit that this is more likely),
 then I'd always fear that you were only going on writing because you were
 lonely and had no one else.  No, don't ask for my picture.  When you come
 to New York, you shall see me and then you shall make your own decision."
        One minute to six... he flipped the pages of the book he held.
 Then Lt. Blandford's heart lept.
        A young woman was coming toward him.  Her figure was long and slim;
 her blond hair lay back in curls from delicate ears.  Her eyes were blue
 as flowers, her lips and chin had a gentle firmness.  In her pale-green
 suit, she was like springtime come alive.
        He started toward her, forgetting to notice that she was wearing no
 rose, and as he moved, a small, provocative smile curved her lips.
        "Going my way, soldier?" she murmured.
        He made one step closer to her.  Then he saw Hollis Maynell.
        She was standing almost directly behind the girl, a woman well past
 40, her graying hair tucked under a worn hat.  She was more than plump.
 Her thick-ankled feet were thrust into low-heeled shoes.  But she wore a
 red rose on her rumpled coat.  The girl in the green suit was walking
 quickly away.
        Blandford felt as though he were being split in two, so keen was
 his desire to follow the girl, yet so deep was his longing for the woman
 whose spirit had truly companioned and upheld his own, and there she
 stood.  He could see her pale face was gentle and sensible; her gray eyes
 had a warm twinkle.
        Lt. Blandford did not hesitate.  His fingers gripped the worn copy
 of "Of Human Bondage" which was to identify him to her.  This would not be
 love, but it would be something special, a friendship for which he had
 been and must be ever grateful...
        He squared his shoulders, saluted, and held the book out toward the
 woman, although even while he spoke he felt the bitterness of his
 disappointment.
        "I'm Lt. Blandford, and you're Miss Maynell.  I'm so glad you could
 meet me.  May... may I take you to dinner?"
        The woman's face broadened in a tolerant smile.  "I don't know what
 this is all about, son," she answered.  "That young lady in the green
 suit, she begged me to wear this rose on my coat.  And she said that if
 you asked me to go out with you, I should tell you she's waiting for you
 in that restaurant across the street.  She said it was some kind of test."

                                        -- S.I. Kishor
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